I still cannot believe I did it. That I’m doing it.
This time around I
think hope I am more chill this time around. I am older and have a lot more perspective.
I am okay not having stacks on stacks on stacks of books. I love and prefer my ereader. I know that TBRs don’t work for me and the verdict is still out on monthly wrap-ups. I recognize that I do not have the amount of time that most other youtubers have to make videos and I’ll make videos when I can and really want to. These are all things that tripped me up last time.
I spent so much time trying to keep up with other booktubers. I got discouraged when the people I started with gained followers at an insane rate.
What I am sure about is that I missed actually talking about books on the internet. And I missed the editing process.
I have spent all of my life living at a different pace then the rest of my peers. Sometimes I was faster, others I was slower. I am not sure why I thought this adventure would be any different. But now, as a 35 year old woman talking about books on the internet… I get it.